I spend 13 years in my last job @ZEISS, it gave me a lot to bring me up from an amateur graduate to a professional. But life isn\u2019t always happy, there\u2019re a lot of times I felt really bad that somebody made a mistake.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Now they\u2019re experience memories, I want to write them down not for complain but notice myself not to do anything similar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
OK let\u2019s start<\/p>\n\n\n\n
About 2009, the second year & I reallocated to BJ from SH, my line manager forward a lot of advertisement about buying a flat, I can do nothing but ignore them as I can\u2019t afford it. One day she asked me in the office if I had visited some of them & why not, I answer very honestly that I didn\u2019t have money. She asked me 2 question which make me awkward – 1. What\u2019s your salary? 2. Is it really as little as you said? One side I felt being admission by my boss, another hand I felt sad because she\u2019s my manger who set the salary.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
In 2011-2012, I got a chance of promotion. It said I will be acting the supervisor in next 6 month and I will be promoted, after the trial run. It\u2019s a tough time that bring a brand new team from hiring, including the first time I fire a people. I start to complain to my line manager after 8 month, it\u2019s a cold night on the road, we drink beer bought from 7-11, I knew it didn\u2019t help as he\u2019s waiting as same as me, I will be a supervisor if he can be the manger. Finally I got the promotion, it\u2019s just a balance game from somebody, not I am not that good.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
2014, I finish the 1 year assignment from Germany, back to China. It\u2019s a hard time for me, I have to start everything from zero. And bad luck I suffer a lot. I lost my bag with personal laptop & iPad during exhibition, as an internal stupid mistake I have to pay money by myself. My manager want to compensate me\u00a0even though she\u2019s quitting, therefore she talk to her boss and told me he will handle it later. What I got is he haven\u2019t say anything about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It\u2019s not the first time I lost money from job, and I don\u2019t think I need to be compensate, what I expected is somebody asked even falsely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
2016, after 6 month work with new manger, I found it\u2019s not gonna work, between us. So I\u2019m trying to find a new opportunity, internal or external. Finally I found a new position at sales team. Eventually there\u2019re 2 global activities opening in Shanghai, and I was the owner, I organized everything even if I am not belong to the group theoretically. VP, who didn\u2019t like me, knows I did my job & scarify in that weeks, but the director (boss of ex-manger) complain that I leave & refuse anybody. I knew why it comes, I would not blame who said it, because I knew how he lied as always. What I angry about the boss who I worked over 9 years choose to believe, I can understand he made this choice by benefit but not emotional, but how dare you said you are a warm leader & it\u2019s a good team as family?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Was there my mistake for somehow? I think so. I am not good at communication, I didn\u2019t fight for myself & I didn\u2019t speak what I thought thoroughly. I was angry, sad but now it\u2019s my experience memories, I am good & I can do better if I was in that same situation, as the victim or the boss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At last, it\u2019s a good job & company that I spend 13 years, I appreciate most time & people I worked with, even the people hurt me a lot. But somebody own me a sorry & I will never forgive it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"