{"id":588,"date":"2010-07-05T23:26:23","date_gmt":"2010-07-05T15:26:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.darksun190.cn\/blog\/?p=588"},"modified":"2010-07-05T23:26:23","modified_gmt":"2010-07-05T15:26:23","slug":"despair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/?p=588","title":{"rendered":"Despair"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I feel bad. I just wanna everything&#39;s OK, but it&#39;s not. I try my best to solve every problems, but I failed. I&#39;m poor, I have no apartment in Beijing. I have few money after I paid my rent. I try to change a better job, the job&#39;s not bad, but not better, yes, I have lots of &nbsp;&quot;but&quot;, cause it&#39;s life, I can&#39;t beat it.<\/p>\n<p>my girlfriend can&#39;t sleep lonely at night, but, what can I do if I&#39;m in Fuzhou now? Why people just care two things, money &amp; themselves. Could you give a little attention to me when you complained? I have no idea sometimes. I&#39;m a loser, I can&#39;t take care myself totally, why you give all the pressure to me?<\/p>\n<p>Do anything you want, I can&#39;t do everything perfectly, I&#39;m not superman.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel bad. I just wanna everything&#39;s OK, but it&#038;#3 &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/?p=588\" class=\"more-link\">\u7ee7\u7eed\u9605\u8bfb<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201cDespair\u201d<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-588","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/588","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=588"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/588\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=588"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=588"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/darksun190.cn\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=588"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}