月度归档： 2020 年 8 月

I do mentor’s work sometime, when my younger friend come to me, start complaining how many work he had to do, yes they’re all MALE. I will listen & give some advice like, do important things first, sacrifice something even you feel it’s important.

The interesting thing is, I lose my head also, like this weekend. I spend all my weekend sitting on a table, writing some boring knowledge, and I forget to save it.

I was on the edge … , of sth. I try to remember what I said to my younger friend.

Calm down first, negative emotion can’t help you.

Then empty your brain, don’t think about anything is troubling you now.

Don’t consider the things you can’t control, like your customer, boss, or count-part.

The most important thing, look back but not forward, check what I can do better, where I could save some time, am I on the way I planned, is it better if it’s not.

I will leave my desk for 2 hours, going to gym and thinking all about this, it will make be better, either mindset or real job.

进入新公司两个月了，马上就过试用期了，我满脑子想得却是如果被开掉怎么办。

首先我对自己试用期内的表现评价不高，客观上，新公司和之前文化差异巨大，水土不服病了两次，来了以后赶上了最忙的时候。主观上，对困难准备不足，有2个时间段略有懈怠。

如果我是这个职位的领导，应该会略有失望，对于10年以上工作经验的人来说，这个表现只能及格吧，如果说开除掉另招，好像又有点成本过高。

对于我来说，如果被解约，进入失业状态，无疑是一个很失败的状态，也是在决定跳槽时预料到的最坏的情况。不过我却觉得也不是坏事，经历了这2个月，我对当初的决定没有后悔，世界的确很大，出来看看能学到很多东西，对自己的认识也能更加准确。

如果失业，我想我会给自己两到四周的时间休整一下，整理一下自己的得失，再积极的进入下一份工作的寻找，经历了这不太成功的两个月，我对自己反而更有信心，也更有活力了，我会更好的。

就这样。