I feel bad. I just wanna everything's OK, but it's not. I try my best to solve every problems, but I failed. I'm poor, I have no apartment in Beijing. I have few money after I paid my rent. I try to change a better job, the job's not bad, but not better, yes, I have lots of "but", cause it's life, I can't beat it.
my girlfriend can't sleep lonely at night, but, what can I do if I'm in Fuzhou now? Why people just care two things, money & themselves. Could you give a little attention to me when you complained? I have no idea sometimes. I'm a loser, I can't take care myself totally, why you give all the pressure to me?
Do anything you want, I can't do everything perfectly, I'm not superman.